Friday 8 November 2002

I have been way too emotional this past week, I hate it. I'm really depressed and getting suicidal. I'm frustrated with classes again, I have no motivation and I just don't care anymore. I want to be out of here. I feel pretty worthless, like people's lives would be better without me. I'm starting to think I'm not good enough for anyone. I'm just too messed up to be good for anyone. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.