Friday 25 October 2002

I'm really starting to get frustrated. I thought Andrew and I were dating but apparently I am wrong since I haven't heard from him in going on 3 weeks now. So I'm starting to think that I'm not meant to have a boyfriend. Gah, whatever. I'm so sick of bullshit, I have enough other stuff to deal with without taking shit from a guy too. I'm really tired of telling myself that he is just busy with Biochemistry since it seems that he can find time to spend with his male friends. Its great having mutual friends. What really amazes me is my own stupidity. But that's ok. I keep telling myself that I wont let it happen again, yet here I am. I just need to stop giving people the benefit of the doubt and stop putting the good above the bad. Oh well. Unless Andrew comes to me and can explain what the hell has been going on and show me that he is deserving of my time; Game Over - Thanks for Playing.