Monday 23 September 2002


Have you ever had a day where you were completely composed and then one thing happens and poof, your mind set is all screwed up. I guess it happens. There is a saying: "If you love something let it go. If it returns to you, it was meant to be." Well, its not true. Its difficult to accept, fate is cruel, and just because something released returns to you, doesn't mean it was meant to be. I've seen it enough times to know. I mean why do relationships have to be so complicated? Why is there always so much crap involved? I would just love to be able to be involved with a person, get what I need, give them what they need, and not have to worry about emotional baggage. I experienced this Friday night and it was the greatest thing in the world. However, I would only do this with a person I considered a friend. Its much safer that way. Its good to take chances in life, just make sure you don't get hurt in the process or hurt anyone else.