Ring and Bracelette No Longer Bind Me

Mmm so I found out last week that Brian and I are no longer friends. Apparently that ship salied four years ago. I'm part of his closeted life and he is not ready to combine that with his non closeted life. I left, I went away so he had to find new people to confide in. Didn't realise that distance had anything to do with who you could confide in. Whatever, I am the person he has been the closest to in his life and to just throw that away because he came out of the closet is rediculous. Maybe he's just pissed because none of his boyfriends have been able to give him the emotional support I did. Maybe he knows that he will never get that kind of support from another guy and now he hates me for ever letting him know that that degree of emotional support exist. Whatever, I don't have the time or energy to figure it out. I'm not chasing him, that's something I stopped doing years ago and its not something I will resume. I've put myself through the ringer once for Brian, I won't do it again, especially when he doesn't want me to stand beside him. So now I'm bound to no one; the two men in my life that I thought would never abandon me have. So now, like the engagement ring from Jason, the family bracelette from Brian is in its box.